It feels a bit cooler today outside as I kneel here in my office with the window open trying to get the air fresh again.
My cats finally got locked in this room last night plus went crazy using the room as one massive litter box. I don’t want to get into this story again as I already told it, even though I am just trying to get the air smelling better in this room by having the window open. It is a fantastic thing that the temps are lower today because I can keep this window open all afternoon without the air conditioner running to keep me cool. I’m entirely being worked on here overseas with being away from my family plus being on my own, now that my man plus I have gone our separate ways. I thought I could just leave the climate controlled flat here plus walk outside plus meet another man, but that doesn’t seem to be the case anymore as I have grown older plus not as beautiful to men anymore. Also, not actually speaking the local language well has entirely put me at a disadvantage, both at the heating as well as A/C corp where I work plus on the streets when meeting people. I feel I am learning patience plus diligence as I try to learn the language once plus for all. I’m not an ugly guy as far as I know, but there is a massive difference in my dating pool now at 56 compared to when I was 26. I feel I will go talk with the older heating as well as A/C worker today to get some advice.